Pushing Buttons

The Raven confirms some personal details about me and my family.

My enemy⌗

SIGNAL⌗

The Helix ad indicates that The Raven and The Thief sleep in the same bed. - @0:37

ANALYSIS⌗

This is misinformation. This was engineered to trigger me in a negative way. The researchers wanted to see if I would relapse; if I would use this information as an excuse to “cheat” on my partner.

I didn’t.

There are other, more recent videos, which show that the two sleep in separate bedrooms.

ACTION⌗

I didn’t sleep very well for one night. I was over it by the next day.

My health⌗

SIGNAL⌗

The Raven says, “It’s okay that you get completely winded going up one flight of stairs… nobody can tell that you’re fighting for your fucking life.” - @16:19

ANALYSIS⌗

I’m in terrible mental and physical condition. Depriving a narcissist of validation will turn him into a literal zombie. I am fighting for my life. Every moment is about survival. Every day is torture.

A council of molluscs⌗

SIGNAL⌗

The Raven says, “Snails love you.” - @17:13

ANALYSIS⌗

The Salt (Andrew Saltmarsh), of my favorite band, Toehider, draws a lot of snails. In a live stream, he once mentioned ASMR, then immediately made a comment about a council of molluscs that would rule the world.

Is this connected? Hard to say.

My father⌗

SIGNAL⌗

The Raven says, “You would be really good at operating a forklift.” - @18:32

ANALYSIS⌗

My father, The Tradesman, works in the sale of industrial forklifts.

SIGNAL⌗

The Raven connects the name “Tom” with Bigfoot. - @27:53

ANALYSIS⌗

As mentioned previously, the name “Tom” has some significance to my story.

In this case, The Raven connects “Tom” with Bigfoot - which is an alias of my father, The Tradesman. This could be seen as a second hint about my father.

Perhaps she was assigning the codename “Tom” to him.