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A collection of evidence in support of simulation theory.

I Want to Believe

2021-01-22 :: The Ink
Type: Circumstantial,  Digital,  Testimonial,  Threat: Influence,  Confidant: The Asshat,  The Raven,  #ASMR 
The Raven says words I’ve never heard before.

Forever⌗

SIGNAL⌗

The Raven ends her video with, “I love you, and I’m proud of you…” - @19:00

ANALYSIS⌗

I want more than anything to believe that these words were meant for me. There are a lot of ASMR artists who end their videos in this way, but she NEVER has. Not until this very moment. I want to believe that this was meaningful. I was to believe that someone told her it was okay to say that to me, just this once. Someone told her that the moment was right. Someone told her that I was fighting for her.

Just one day prior, I worked up the courage to call The Asshat. I did something that terrified me:

I admitted to a crime. I told him that I was in the Customer Preview database. I connected myself to the anonymous letter I had sent to Aventiv leadership. I have completely, totally compromised myself. I have put myself at the mercy of people who hate me.

What I did was hard, but it was right. I closed this loose end.

I hope she is proud of me.

All indication points to the fact that I will never know for sure.