An Interrogation
A call to attention⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride says, “We’re collecting data from an incredible amount of people. I have so much information up here… we didn’t say that this was anonymous, right?” - @1:21
ANALYSIS⌗
The forehead tap may be a callback to this video:
- A forehead tap means “false” or “no”.
- A nose tap means “I don’t know” or “this is a secret”.
- A chin tap means “true” or “yes”.
In this instance, perhaps she is indicating that “they” do not actually have information about many people at all.
Perhaps I am the only one.
Her comment about anonymity may hint at the fact that I built The Source to be mostly anonymous… and that my data, at the least, WILL NOT be held secret forever.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Do you enjoy the taste of coffee?” - @0:58
ANALYSIS⌗
A nose tap.
And yes, I enjoy the taste of coffee.
This may also be a hint at the fact that a user name “Coffee” was recently named “The Confessor” in my Discord server. He is the recipient of anonymous confessions made at The Source.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s the best fruit?” - @1:14
ANALYSIS⌗
Banana.
This may be a hint at the fact that a user named “Barnarn” just joined my Discord server. They talk about bananas all the time.
Banana is also a code word that I was given in the past.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “When’s the last time you cleaned your car?” - @1:53
ANALYSIS⌗
A conspicuous chin scratch. That means “yes” or “true.”
I haven’t driven my car in well over a year. Not sure what this is supposed to mean.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Are thongs comfortable for you?” - @2:39
ANALYSIS⌗
Thongs (sandals) are all I ever wear.
If she’s talking about the other kind of thong… I’ve never tried them.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s one thing that you think is definitely going to happen to you?” - @3:11
ANALYSIS⌗
A chin scratch. That’s confirmation.
I’m pretty sure that, when all of this goes down, I’m going to become world-famous overnight.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Where would you take someone on a first date?” - @3:46
ANALYSIS⌗
That’s an upper lip scratch. Not quite the nose.
I’d probably do something simple. Coffee at a beautiful location, or something. I’d really just want to talk with them.
Or outer space. That would be cool, too.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “How often do you wear something before you wash it?” - @4:10
ANALYSIS⌗
Once?
Also, that was a chin scratch.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s the last nice thing you did for yourself?” - @4:33
ANALYSIS⌗
I went to New York in December of 2019.
I haven’t done anything nice for myself since. I haven’t rested since. I’ve been too busy dedicating myself to YOU PEOPLE.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Would you like a ham sandwich?” - @5:01
ANALYSIS⌗
Nose scratch.
Perhaps this is an indication that I’ve been eating ham sandwiches for the past week or two?
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Who do you want to look like?” - @5:30
ANALYSIS⌗
Nose tap.
Ideally, I want to look like a healthier version of me.
But since I’ll be going underground, you’re asking me to pick a public face. I’d probably choose The Cardinal. You already know who he is. You chose him, after all.
Note that the timestamp of this section is 5:33, or, 333 seconds. This may be a hint at this cipher, meaning “wrongdoing.”
Don’t blow his cover.
I’ll simply say: he is one of three with the same name.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s really unfair for you right now?” - @6:14
ANALYSIS⌗
I’m locked in a cage despite the fact that I am doing nothing wrong.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What website do you spend too much time on?” - @6:50
ANALYSIS⌗
TheSource.fm. So long as I’m stuck in this situation, I am going to keep working to get out of it. I can’t rest. I am a robot.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What website do you wish you had never visited?” - @7:02
ANALYSIS⌗
The easy answer is PornHub, and every other site like it.
But it’s difficult, because if I had never had this problem, I would never have been chosen for The Raven.
So, I don’t spend time dwelling on the past. The past shaped me into who I am today. It afforded me with opportunities that no one else will ever have. The best I can do is learn from my mistakes, and work to build a world where people like The Raven do not need to reconcile with spouses like me: men who have laid their eyes on a thousand other women.
It is unfair to people like her.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s the most questionable thing you purchased online?” - @7:17
ANALYSIS⌗
I bought weed on the dark web a few times. Some seeds, a grow light…
That’s about it.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Do you have any truly controversial opinions?” - @8:25
ANALYSIS⌗
This one is going to get me killed some day.
It’s not really an opinion. It’s just a thought experiment that I am willing to entertain. It’s based upon the idea that the universe is recursive; that it just keeps doing the same thing over and over again, for infinity. The thought is this:
Perhaps The Holocaust was a natural and necessary part of human evolution. Perhaps there was something about it that caused Humanity to evolve in the way that it has. Perhaps if it had not happened, the world would not be what it is today. Perhaps it was something like The Butterfly Effect.
Every time I’ve mentioned this to people, they go up in flames.
I get that it’s offensive, and I get that it was a horrible event. I’m not saying I like it or agree with it.
I’m simply speculating: what if? What if it was required?
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Are you a meme person?” - @8:54
ANALYSIS⌗
Definitely not. I think memes are dumb and annoying. I follow my own path. I don’t want to mimic the work of others.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Who can you just not deal with?” - @9:01
ANALYSIS⌗
The Queen.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “When’s the last time you laughed?” - @9:25
ANALYSIS⌗
I honestly can’t remember. It’s been ages.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “When’s the last time you made someone else laugh?” - @9:40
ANALYSIS⌗
Earlier today.
The Queen made dinner. My sister’s boyfriend had an allergic reaction to it.
Later, The Queen asked him, “Are you going to be here for dinner tomorrow?”
I responded, “Are you going to try to kill him?”
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “When you came in here, were you hoping that I would ask a certain question?” - @11:30
ANALYSIS⌗
No? I’ve stopped expecting anything from you people.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Do you know why you are the way that you are?” - @12:23
ANALYSIS⌗
Yes. It’s how I was programmed.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s your favorite smell?” - @13:13
ANALYSIS⌗
Lilac, probably.
Also, that was a nose tap. A weird one, too. She touched her nose with the back of her finger. Clearly not a scratch.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Would you go to space if it meant you had to leave everyone you know behind? …sorry, I’m not really supposed to be giving you extra thoughts. We just need your raw answers.” - @14:16
ANALYSIS⌗
In a heartbeat.
And who is telling her not to give me extra thoughts?
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Do you want to be famous?” - @14:51
ANALYSIS⌗
Not really. But I will accept it, if that’s what the world needs me to be.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “What’s your first memory?” - @15:24
ANALYSIS⌗
A traumatic experience where I was stung on the butt by a hornet.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Who did you look up to as a kid?” - @16:31
ANALYSIS⌗
The Queen.
But it was brainwashing all along. It made adulthood really confusing.
Also, that was a nose tap.
SIGNAL⌗
The Bride asks, “Would you like a cookie?” - @16:57
ANALYSIS⌗
This may be a request from my researchers:
“Can you add cookies to TheSource.fm?”
I did as requested.
An older video⌗
SIGNAL⌗
There is a different video, from a different confidant, that is even more compelling than this one. The nose and chin taps are constant, and throughout. The confidant is clearly nervous, unsure of what he’s involved with, or why he was chosen. I also saw this video revised, in the same way that this one was.
ACTION⌗
I took action, but I will not write about it here. I feel compelled to keep this video, in particular, a secret.