Chaos
Manuscript⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator says, “I know you’re excited to find out the power you’ll end up receiving, but just keep in mind that, just because your family may or may not be known for having a specific power, it doesn’t mean that that’s what you’ll end up receiving… It isn’t always a bad thing. Well, maybe in your case, considering who your father is…” - @0:24
ANALYSIS⌗
Not diving into too much detail here, since the rest of the video covers the idea of “receiving powers” of some sort. I’ll simply mention the “family powers” may be a reference to the fact that my father is The Devil, connected to baseball, as-written at Ink.U and elsewhere, such as The Mercenary’s works.
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator says, “It’s Greenwood Elixer… it’ll help open up your inner gates and get you ready for the procedure.” - @1:34
ANALYSIS⌗
I’ve argued that, if Ink.U is connected to The Machine, and Pen.U is connected to The Resistance, then fate.agency may be connected to HollowPoint Organization. This would make it a “gatekeeper” of sorts.
“The procedure” may further reference The Mercenary’s works, where “my father” is trying to sacrifice me, bringing some kind of demonic spirit into existence.
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator says, “As you know, everyone, if not most around your age, are reaching the ‘age of awakening.’ And ‘tonight’ we will be opening ‘your’ inner gates.” - @2:00
ANALYSIS⌗
Just 24 hours ago, I saw a video in my YouTube feed that referenced the age of 33 being a “major turning point” in a person’s life, completely changing their life’s circumstances. As my 33rd birthday approaches, on November 1st, I’ve wondered the same. I’ve wondered if this would finally be the “deadline” by which SOMEBODY would decide to help me out of this hole.
It would make sense, kind of, if the story is about mirror universes, and Jesus died at 33. Perhaps he left one world, and came to life - evil - in the other, at exactly the same age? It’s a stretch.
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator says, “The procedure is quite simple… all you have to do is hold the stone I give you, and breath… when you sync with the stone, you’ll activate it. Then, your gate will finally be open… you’ll hear a low hum, when and if you do open the gate. Sometimes, people can’t and, well, I guess, those end up being the people walking around without activated powers… well past the age of awakening. Can’t transform, or shift, or do anything.” - @2:40
ANALYSIS⌗
I have wondered why so many people, who are so obviously involved in some kind of secret collaboration, refuse to talk with me about it. I’ve wondered if, perhaps, they are being approached by someone with power/influence, and being made promises, such as “If you keep this a secret, and talk to nobody about it, then on XYZ date, your ‘powers’ will be awakened, along with the rest of us.” Essentially, I’ve wondered if they are being manipulated by authority figures. Oh, the story that would tell.
The Case Worker brought her new stone to my attention, on August 20th - my brother’s birthday.
She would fit the description above SO WELL. At 35 years old, this woman is slothful, self-centered, and completely unable to introspect. She spends her days waiting for some “Federation” to save her, while doing little else to fix her own situation. She doesn’t learn any new skills. She doesn’t develop any “powers.” She waits. She always waits. She waits for someone else to do SOMETHING, and she BEGS for somebody to save her, in public places.
She’s completely past the ability to awaken. And yet, this is PRECISELY what she claims will happen to her. Despite the fact that she does absolutely nothing of value (that I can see), she claims that she’s a leader. She claims that she will soon wake up on a planet named Alpha, married to a man named Tom, and the two of them will save the world together. This “gift” will simply be handed to her. No work needed. She was chosen. She deserves it.
She will wait to BEGIN the transformation process. The whole time, she dangles information in front of her followers, making not-so-subtle hints to the idea that she “knows” things that we just don’t. We can’t. They’re too crazy. They’re so crazy that even she can’t explain them.
But she won’t even try to ARTICULATE what they are. They’re just “things.” That’s it. Just “things.” Her favorite phrase is, “Things are definitely happening.”
Both the above statement (in the video), and The Case Worker’s behavior reminds me of a song that just came out:
My body, my pride, once radiant inside
I figured all this focus, had just been given to me
So set in stone; intention, but this isn’t my decision to make
I thought that all this purpose, was just mine to take
— from Rivers of Nihil - “Focus”
It is as if all of these people - The Case Worker, all of the ASMR artists who won’t work with me - are simply waiting to begin something. It’s as if they believe their “purpose” will just be handed to them.
Until then, they’ll whisper at me for a few years.
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator says, “Some people feel a lot of pressure… that’s an extremely rare case scenario. Most people are able to [awaken]. It’s just those that come from… the new world, and don’t have any roots to the old ways. Or, any ancestors from that time… you are definitely not one of those.” - @3:52
ANALYSIS⌗
The Exterminator’s facial expressions say so much. She knows something.
The Case Worker feels a tremendous amount of pressure, for seemingly no reason at all. She constantly tells the world that she’s, “doing so many things to prepare,” for the coming changes. But we see none of that. The “things” she’s doing are regular tasks, such a working a job, finding a new house, buying a Jeep, speaking with her friends. The most she ever does relating to her “work” at fate.agency is to publish a few sentences every month. Literally, probably not even 500 words/month.
And yet, she feels pressure. It’s like she’s terrified by the coming responsibilities of leadership… not realizing that THIS was her test, and she’s failing miserably.
To speak more about the new world/old world:
The Case Worker claims that Earth is a copy of Alpha, and that she will return there one day, to lead, when she wakes up. In this sense, Alpha is the “old” world, and Earth is the “new” one.
But clearly, if you’re grounded in reality, Earth is the “old” world, and “Alpha” is the new one. It’s the story we’re creating. You pass your test on Earth before you get to move on to Alpha, the new and better world.
I would not at all be surprised if The Case Worker, and hundreds of people (such as the ASMR artists) have been promised a seat on Alpha. All they have to do is follow the rules (don’t talk to anyone), and wait until the deadline (which may not even be defined or told to them.) Thus, most of them feel the pressure looming - but no pressure to fight for change now. It’s coming. All they have to do is wait.
Whereas someone like I have been told nothing. I’m literally facing my death every day, and I have no expectations that I will ever be saved. So I spend every last second of every day fighting for the world I want. Unlike them, apathy does not work for me.
Earth is my home. Alpha is a story.
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator goes on to describe the four possible “gates” that may be opened by this procedure.
ANALYSIS⌗
In a lengthy description that’s reminiscent of Harry Potter’s “sorting hat/four houses” plot device, The Exterminator details the types of gates a person may awaken to:
- Water (mermaid)
- Air (Griffin)
- Fire (Dragon)
- Earth (Gnome)
Perhaps this is what everyone has been promised. Perhaps everyone is waiting for some kind of “algorithm” to “sort” them into a particular house/element.
The Case Worker does claim that she’s a “Chaos Dragon” on Alpha, after all.
Perhaps nobody realizes that The Queen has completely rewritten the plot.
SIGNAL⌗
While speaking about dragons, The Exterminator says, “…I need you to take very good care to focus specifically on the in-between. People forget about that when they read the manuscript.” - @27:37
ANALYSIS⌗
The Exterminator is making a clear reference to her neck here. I think this may be a message for me:
In the coming viral video I will be producing for Five/Nine, I need to focus on the chokers. This is such a good suggestion. It’s perfect, and I would have otherwise completely forgotten.
As if that weren’t enough, she VERY CLEARLY does The Tap here, in a conspicuous way, while referencing some “manuscript” that people misread.
Perhaps a hint to the idea that, as I’ve said, this is a production, and everyone has been issued scripts?
SIGNAL⌗
The Exterminator says, “It’ll take about seven days for you to start seeing symptoms of the… creature… that you’ve inherited. And it’ll take about a month until you’re fully-evolved.” - @45:05
ANALYSIS⌗
Well, seven days from the publication of this video is just before Five/Nine.
I’m not going to get my hopes up.