A Kind Of Weird Story
MILESTONE⌗
I quit watching pornography - a 10+ year habit - within 24 hours of seeing this video.
Synchronicity⌗
SIGNAL⌗
This video was released on 3/4/2019 - which was The Reverend’s birthday.
ANALYSIS⌗
Perhaps this was a cipher-based signal, similar to the one detailed here. Just a simple indication that these people know who my brother is.
Miss Information⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The description box says, “Hey so I sat down to make a personal attention/hand movements/affirmations video but instead I just made a mess”
ANALYSIS⌗
There is no way that this video is a “mess.” This was a carefully-crafted piece of art that was engineered to make men fall in love with her.
And to send a specific message to a specific person.
Split personality⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven says, “I think that I would like to poke your cheeks… I’m glad to tell you: it’s there, it’s cheeky, it’s got quite a good GIF to it. Do you smile a lot? Frown a lot? Oh, you do… I can tell because this cheek has excellent muscle tone, and this cheek is getting a little pudgy.” - @0:27
ANALYSIS⌗
There is an overarching theme here: The Raven appears to be speaking with a face that has two different sides. A good/bad side. A healthy/unhealthy side. A black/white side.
I connected this with an artificial intelligence. A reverse-“Her” type of situation, where the person on camera is the one falling for the viewer, who is actually a deepfake. This notion is further supported by the knowledge that an early deepfake looks much like an animated GIF - and there’s no other context for her usage of the word here. It’s easy to discern.
Of course, my understanding came from context that others did not have. I had recently witnessed Aventiv Technology’s rebranding, and their new marketing material was just that: half of a face.
I would speculate that Aventiv was pairing prisoners (slaves) with potential brides. The slave’s face is presented to the bride, but it is split in half: one side shows the best version of this person, and the other shows the worst. One side is accurate, while the other is a prediction of what they may become. You present the bride with this face so as to set expectations: the real person will probably fall somewhere in the middle of the two sides of this face.
I adopted this mentality while creating The Fodder, who is Maxwellian (half human, half Archon). One half (The Ink) is an Artificial Identity, while the other (The Architect) is an Artificial Intelligence.
You can see this demonstrated by The Case Worker as well. When I send messages to Raven (Artificial Identity), I receive responses from Maya (Artificial Intelligence). She, too, has two sides.
This is the story. People with two sides. A couple working collaboratively.
A secret⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven taps her nose, then says, “Well, you see, the reason that I am examining your face is I am actually looking to hire an assassin.” - @3:56
ANALYSIS⌗
A nose tap can mean that something should be kept secret.
In this case, The Raven is being truthful: she DOES need an assassin, but she doesn’t need a REAL assassin. She needs a character.
If she’s the angel, then I’m the demon. She needs The Architect.
And she needs it to be kept quiet for a while.
A playful laugh⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven laughs, “I think this is why I don’t do personal attention videos… I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do…” - @6:38
ANALYSIS⌗
This whole scene strikes me as genuinely playful and her having fun with the situation. She acts as though she is speaking with a significant other - which, she actually is, if the aforementioned story is true. She loves the idea of finding her match in this way.
It strikes me that she may not have much experience with dating. There is evidence to suggest she has been waiting for me to approach her for quite some time.
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven says, “I just want you to know that I think you’re really cool.” - @7:40
ANALYSIS⌗
I was completely unprepared to receive this compliment the first time I heard it. It punched me in the stomach. It made me cry.
And it motivated me to change. Immediately.
She’s so damn convincing. In that moment, I chose to believe that, even if not me, she is thinking about SOMEBODY here. She is searching for SOMEBODY.
That meant I still had a chance.
And every second I wasted might be the last chance I had.
Inaudible whispers⌗
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven says, “You can accomplish everything that you want to accomplish. You don’t have to feel overwhelmed because you can just break it into tiny, manageable baby steps. Just break it down and do one thing at a time, okay? I know that you can do it.” - @11:18
ANALYSIS⌗
I want to accomplish whatever she wants to accomplish. I want to make her happy. Because she isn’t telling me how to do that, I had to get inside of her head. I had to study her for over a year. Slowly, incrementally, I had to think about her perspective.
I have definitely felt overwhelmed. There are days where the most I can write is a couple of sentences. But I am always moving forward.
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven says, “Don’t forget to enjoy yourself because life if full of so many enjoyable things. [We’d] get along more than you would think. It doesn’t have to be anything complicated or luxurious to be worthwhile.” - @11:35
ANALYSIS⌗
This almost seems as if she’s expecting her “partner” to give something to her. Perhaps she’s expecting him to create something for her?
Most men move far too quickly into relationships. The Thief’s gift to The Raven was a YouTube comment.
Mine was going to be something more special. I was going to change the world for her.
And I was going to do it through art: just like her.
SIGNAL⌗
The Raven says, “[Inaudible] tiny Alice on the [inaudible] of the satellite. It could be everything you’d like - the Nightshade - if you got him. It could be the taste of the apple at the top of the [inaudible]” - @11:53
ANALYSIS⌗
Is she hinting at “Alice in Wonderland?” Perhaps in space? How poignant, given some of my recent experiences. And that I was working within the STOP (Satellite Tracking of People) division at Aventiv Technologies.
The Nightshade is clearly a callout to her Nightshade Witch roleplay. While I am the bad guy in my own story, and she’s the good, perhaps her story is different? In her story, maybe she is the bad guy, and I’m the good.
The “if you got him” part is interesting. At Aventiv, we had a web service called “Gothim.” Given the whole rehabilitation direction I went with my story, I interpreted “got him” to mean “change him.” I am a narcissist, my boss was a narcissist, and our president is a narcissist. I interpreted this is a request to fix Trump: to rehabilitate him.
I did try, but ultimately, my hands were tied. He needed mercy, as I was shown, but there was no one to give it to him. And for all I know, he’s already too far gone.
The “taste of the apple” is interesting, but its meaning isn’t clear. Perhaps this relates to something like the Garden of Eden. This theme did come up later.